Inverted Feelings

Just to let you know, my feelings that i use in DA isn't the same as the way i did in Offline, why?

1. Actually, i have a *ahem* quite flat expression, unless if i'm in the mood. So if we ever met offline and my face isn't the same, don't bother.
2. My mood is mostly sad, due to heavy pressure and atmosphere around me. But i try to keep positive and happy online, so i just hiding the truth.
3. I ever said that i don't believe in friendship, right? Yes, i am, and i feel more further from my religion, because a friendly idiot insults me and i worship horse god due to my likes to MLP, he acts like he's the most "Christian" among all but he always use the bad words (In Indonesian, of course). So i isolated myself from the first grade of junior high school until now, so don't ask why i act autism a bit.
4. One of my best bad mood killer is to draw, even if imagining my enemies will die under my strenght feels better. I draw creepy and gore things when i'm angry, but not recently.
5. I'm getting used to be insulted online, since they will end up block me (because afraid of me) and deactivate. But i don't want to lose anyone who's close to me because of my fault, please understand that we're all humans (whether you like it or not).

And, i love to talk to people online, since we met non face and we can use emote expressions, unlike met in person.

About the art i use, i did it in 11 at night because i can't sleep XD